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Thursday, May 29, 2008

tidying up

vanessa has finally pack her cupboard and desk!!!!

whoooooo like finally i put away my not-in-use-for-a-year computer and got everything re-arranged.

and nt forgetting to clear my messy cupboard too.

cleared out 3 years worth of my lecture notes and tut,lab sheets.

gosh, its like one whole stack!!!!

its amazing that i've used that much paper

look at these 2 piles of mountain!!!!

stumbled upon this postcard that i've collected from Jupiter cafe quite long ago

i find it rather meaningful.

cos seriously, if you cant afford to have the time to take care of a pet, JUST DONT GET THEM!!!

they are after all a life

they need your care,love and concern (prolly more then a human)

if you cant even make sure that you can do that, just dont get one

and, getting a pet is not just like feeding them on time, make sure they dont starve to death can alr.

is like you need to make sure they eat the right thing, provide them with the correct environment etc etc

there are really many many minor details to take note of

so, conclusion : getting a pet is not an easy job. do think it through b4 getting one. cos an animal cant fend for itself. once you get them, their life is in your hand.

anyway, i've got something to rant about

so after what had happened ytd, i can be more sure that my dad is not only a mcp, he is also inconsiderate, inflexible and like to kick a fuss and scream here and there over the most minor things!!

haiz, like what the fucking hell???!!!!!!

12:16 AM

Sunday, May 25, 2008

a special thank you

well, i suddenly got this feeling to write this thank you post

K507- I must thank the 3 mentors who did a good job in bonding our class. Its really hard work and effort put in cause i myself has been a mentor b4 too. And to all the people of K507, you guys had really been a bubbly bunch. Really fun to be with.

Erika- My dearest the other half. I cant imagine my 3 years in school without you man. Really. You have been there for me everytime. And also, those toilets break, those crapping time etc etc. Too many to mention.

Kit- Another one of our gang. hahahahha. You got really many stories and experiences to share. Can joke and crap around too.

I must really say a BIGGGGGGG thank you to erika and kit. Cos initially, they didnt want to go for grad ceremony. After they knew i was going, they decided to go with me. I am really very gan dong when i heard the 2 you are going. And really very sorry for not being able to take much pics with the 2 of you on that day. Another meet up before i start my training??? On???

Ok, apart from my class, still got ESC main comm & people whom i got to know through camps.

To the main comm of AY 06/07 & 07/08 - Oh my god, I really learn much from you guys. Precious lessons that cant be learn in classrooms. Really glad that all of us continued to do our best even though we are faced with much shit.

Ben- I seriously dont know why i can click with you la!!! Really. Its amazing. And the fact that i still dao you before, and you have been my target of attack during Open House 2007. One of my gossip & crapping partner also. You must have been a girl last life. rofl. and and and Mr. Popular in ENG also. lol...wth.

Pamela - I got to know you during my last yr. Really nice girl. You are really strong to have gone through a lot of unhappy incidents and still hanging in there.(All these when you are still in Year 1.) I believe you will be able to overcome many more obstacles, girl!!! jia you!!!! dont give up!!!!

Huizhen- My "ki siao" partner. Its never normal when we get tgt for photos. Need to say more?? lol

Amanda- Another gossip and crapping partner. Its nice talking to you about everything!!!!

To friends whom i got to know through camps- All of you have made my life in TP more interesting, fun. I really appreciated those joys and laughter you guys brought.

A BIG THANK YOU TO ALL!!!!! :D

11:21 PM

oh graduation!!!

had my grad ceremony on wed - 21st May 2008

like finally, officially graduated.

gonna start new chapter of my life soon.

2 more weeks.

ok...shant go on anymore...

pictures time

say goodbye to my matric card

with kit getting ready & with me camwhoring

with dear erika

mum and daughter (thats angeline)

choong and me

daven (fellow programmer) and me

with zi jian (fellow programmer cum BZE junior)

presenting the IFC & BZE graduates!!

jordan and me

its sotong eric. hahahahahha

the usual 3

us again

with my care person, Mr Eu

and i pop by club room to visit who ever is there. lol

only saw huizhen there

and oh my god, we started our craziness

ok still normal

still very normal

then......

huizhen : oh my god!!!! it stinks!!!

rofl

me : yes!!! i've covered you!! see how you make noise!! hahahahahaha!!! yayyyy

hahahahahhaa....cover her again!!

ok can anyone please tell me what the hell is the both of us doing???

hahahahahahahaha

i've got a new product to recommend

its the ZA- True White Day Protector Sunscreen

this sunscreen had really kept my oily skin under control

my skin was matte throughout the whole ceremony even though i was walking around in formal wear before the ceremony

and i only touch up once before entering TCC

amazing!!!!

ok anyway, i went back school ytd

to look at the student election thingy
and, it was quite shocking that ESC had 28 students running this year.

fierce competition

so, good luck to all my friends whose running!!!

then, on the concourse, there were some displays by air force, navy etc etc

and the traffic police brought in 3 Labradors.

whoooo damn cute can!!! they are so friendly la....hahahaha

managed to take a pic of the black one.

the other 2 were golden in colour.

this Labrador is 5 years old alr.

damn cute la!!!

i guess i really go mad when i see dogs la....

lol

dogs are cute ok!!!!

sometimes, i really wonder

why do humans only know how to treasure the things they had only when they have lost it

are we taking the people around us for granted or people are taking us for granted

will i ever leave an impact on others when i am not a part of their lives anymore

3:30 PM

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

oh my goodness

my god

the weather is definitely killing (or , melting) me man!!
its been terribly hot/scorching/burning or what ever!!!!!
arghhhhhhhhhh
my air-con and fan are my best friend, hahahhaha
so to everyone out there,
Pls DO drink a lot of water (but dont drink till you drown yourself, lol, what ever la)

anyway, graduation ceremony tmr.
my parents going too.
a pic of the "nice" graduation attire that I need to wear tmr (unwillingly, of cos. hahahaha)

I remembered that i was making fun of my seniors last yr when they had to wear this.
arghhhh, now its my turn
karma, karma, karma
lolx

anyway, i was taking some pics for fun when i couldnt get to sleep a few days ago
perhaps, my life is too full of slacking.
that's why i sooooooooooooooooo ENERGETIC at night with no sense of sleepiness

guess this pics were taken around 3.15am??? somewhere there la....
hahahahaha, still look awake yea??

and some random stuff
i started using Olay Total Effects moisturizer (you know the ANTI- AGEING series) about a month ago
and i think my skin sort of become better???
hahahahahah
the product is kinda working for me
wth, i am ageing!!!
but no surprise though, with all the late nights i am having (cant get to sleep etc etc)

ok, enough of my randomness
hahhaahah
and oh ya last point
Guy A is now irritating me to forgive him and continue to be his friend. like WTFH????

will post pics of my graduation
*van must remember to take pics yea, dont be lazy!!!*

4:29 PM

Saturday, May 17, 2008

my hair

ok la...
actually i've only snipped off like 6cm of my hair (is still a lot to me!!!)
not 40% as mention in my last post...hahaha
so my dear erika, dont get to shock or what ever ah.
hahahahahahhaahahah
i am sure you still can recognise me

and i think my fringe had grown quite a lot.
is like......longer now.
amazing....
see, thats why i say, my hair grows damn fast!!!
lol

sianz...boring saturday
the weather is not making things better!!!
so freaking hot la!!!!
goodness

6:35 PM

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

whoooo boring

boring days
well, come to think of it, i've better slack enough before 9th june
cos by then, my training has started
so means cant slack anymore
in other words.....STOP COMPLAINING ABOUT HAVING NOTHING TO DO VANESSA!!!
and i need to start studying the products OCBC bank has
cos first day got suprise test alr
whoah, efficient.

and perhaps in the mean time, maybe tidy up my room as well
guess all my lecture notes can throw away alr la
is like one huge pile man!!!
so this is all what i've been studying for the past 3 years

and ya, went to cut and rebond my hair few days ago
cos hair is getting very unmanageable la
so now, my hair length is like 40% shorter and hair volume is like 50% lighter???
hahahahhaa
i really cut off a lot of my hair la...plus my current style got a lot layerings
but nvm.....my hair grow damn fast....
so ya...i guess 1.5 months later, can see the diferrence alr
hahahaahaha...wonder why my hair grows so fast man

hmmmm...graduation ceremony next wed.
officially marks the end of my status as a TP student

6:53 PM

Thursday, May 08, 2008

yes!! bank officer

I AM NOW AN OFFICAL OCBC STAFF!!!

went to OCBC bank for interview today for the position of trainee bank officer

and i got in!!!!!

damn happy la

damn lucky also, cos its only the 6th resume i've sent out

and also, the interviewer was kinda hard to manage too

is like...she keep asking questions that somehow shows that she is kinda(very) doubtful about me

but nvm, i still manage to keep the interview going

but i was thinking: did i screw some part of it??